learn.

i'm royally fucking up again.
someone tell me everything will work out.
4 week break.
all with johnny.


someone come over and watch movies with me and take my mind off this bullshit.


ugh.

december

school is almost done.
i have a job again.
i am spending a full month with my boyfriend.
i get to see some of my best friends.

still trying to finish my applications for ODU and VCU
gotta get on that soon.

back to avoiding the sickness i feel coming

november burns

Things have been really good lately.
I'm ready to move out and onto Virginia.
I don't care what people say about being young and in love.
I want to do this and I will.

I've cut off a lot of people in my life, leaving me alone.
But I've reconnected with a few people who I'm happy to have back in my life.

november comes.

"I'm trying hard not to remember
the way the smoke drifts through the air
we'll all be dead come november
four months out of every year
every year"